Music, sort of

I've not written in ages and it's not because i've been busy or because i've not got round to it, It's because (If i'm being honest) i don't feel like doing anything but putting music on and thats realy weird because i've never been into music but now i'm into rock and depressing stuff. I love the fire and ice poem which as my friend rightly pointed out is depressing. But i'm not depressed or emo because i don't self harm and i can get myself up in the morning. I see no point in taking out pain on myself if it's been inflicteds on me by a person who is not me or my family but insted i think the pain that im being put through will one day be inflicted on them. And my friend are always around so if i do let my mean side out for one second they will see that i'm soooooooo nasty under the parsona i keep as the person who is me just alot nicer than if i just let go of my tounge and just let the meen hurtfull comment's just trickel out of my mouth builing up into millons of people signing up to the 'let's kill that 'freaking' hag' web page.

By J